Leapin' Lizards!~Annie

Play this video while you read...great song....

 I’m so anxious. I want to get to where God wants me but it seems so far away, so far out of my reach. I realize it is in His time and not my own, but the anticipation sometimes makes me restless. Then I begin to wonder if it’s something I’m not doing, if I’m missing some major piece of the puzzle and I wonder if I’m missing it. I have all these dreams and I don’t know how I could ever see them all come to fruition! There are so many! I know that the understanding is beyond me and that surely God has instilled these desires, these visions, in me God has a plan, but the waiting has me eager, He is set to amaze me.  

My thoughts are jumbled in this post. Could be because I’m not usually awake this early (it is 6 am and I have been up for a couple hours) or maybe it’s because I feel so jumbled up in general! I’m praying about taking a big leap of faith (big for me anyways) and I’m excited about it, but leaping is scary! I’m seeking God for guidance in my decisions, asking God to really give me revelation of some things.  I tend to self-examine too harshly, or maybe not harsh enough, I don’t know, but I know that there are areas in my life and spirituality that need to change and grow and this obstacle that I’m looking at is sure to challenge that and push me out of my comfort zone. It would be a good thing but definitely a difficult thing!  I only want His perfect will in my life.

oh and here is a pic of my new hair!

its so red!!!! wooohoooo!